Monday, December 7, 2009

Diary

HEY.
Soo i finally listened to wale whole cd. & this track I like ALOT ALOT. so i wanted to share. :D
"Diary" -Wale
If i told you i wanted to talk to you,
You think i'm try'na holla at you,
And maybe i am but,
You wouldn't hear me out anyway's would you? ,
Rather lose love than to move on never knowing what it feel like,
Short days, long nights,
By the phone, no call,
Need a clear mind 'cause i been blind,
got me goin' down that road,
Heart made of stone,
Far away from home,
Black woman you cold,
Every problem you ever had with another man i gotta face,
Started off on thin ice,
Im still here but i cant skate,
Slow sink, cant breath, no remorse, dont think,
Listen to your friend get another man for a minute then repeat,
Queen, you deserve the title but she reject what i give, while she nurse the wounds by them,
Tried them didnt work,Diary of a black girl,
chorus
I wonder why i sit and cry,
Wish i could shed all these tears,
Im down and out,
Ill keep it moving and tryna get out,
I dont know how to move on,
Where i went wrong,
I wish i could live with no fear,
So down and out,
Ill keep it moving and tryna get out,
Somehow,
Verse
Raised by a momma who, who,
Hate her baby father so, so
She dont have a problem with, with,
Saying xxxx a nigga quick, quick,
Im just tryna be the one who never run, but you run away from me,
Girlfriends man cheat, cheat,
Why not me the same thing,
She cant see in me, what i see in her,
This pain she inherit cant be reversed,
I cant even stay living in the shade of all the xxxxxxxxxxxxx who played you,
The irony in that is that i aint even that, but you coulda been these pages,
Wife, you deserve the label but, but, you been hurt before so you dont feel your able,
Tried them didnt work, got impossible standards, nothing that i ever do works,
Diary of a black girl,
(chorus)
See all i wanna do is be relevant,
Just tell me that i ever meant anything more,
That you could ever see me and you in another light,
But its like the dark women indoors in the darkest nights by the wrong man,
See all of them have made you incapable of a first impression,
What it do is i channel my aggression with no cable or antenna,
Just intentions to impress you if capable,
Hoping that the material possesions can materialise to a better you,
Cars, nothing i drive can drive you out of this state of mind,
For such an ugly picture and,
Money, nothing i buy can buy more time for your ears to tell your heart to listen to it,
Diamonds, a girls best friend is what they say but believe me with the right allegience shorty you gonna shine anyways,
And everyday that goes by is a couple more lines in her diary,The day before is better than the present,
So anyone presented in her presence is doing these life sentences,
Theres no key for release,
No reason to be around,
Her minds in the clouds,
She writes it all down,
In her diary,
ENJOY
xoxoxoxoxoxox (oh la la la)

Untitled.

HEY.
One day I sat in my room & just wrote. Jotted down my thoughts. Every thought that came to mind. So basically I want to give it a try on my blog. Thought it would be fun & I could probally get ALOT off my chest. I dont EVER cuss but If I do. (excuse my language) I really want to say how I feel. Soo0o0o0 Here I go.


"Its funny how I can sit here & talk to a computer but can't talk to people. Funny how I sit alone most of the time thinking. thinking about life, love, more than I should EVER be thinking about. Today at work I looked at a pic of bear. Yea NIGGA bears.bear of all kinds . from a frog to a bunny. I find it interesting that people can come & fill their lives with happiness of a BEAR. HA i wish a bear can make me happy. Fuck that I wish life could make me happy. Basically no one understands what I go through in a course of a day. My mind wanders soo much that I cant even think straight. Maybe i am thinking straight but thinking backwards. Where do I go from here, Is really the question. Where do I start, How do i proceed??????? No one can tell me that but can tell me to happy. YEA shit it true but happiness dont come around to easy for me. sometimes dont come at all. Once I find happiness theres always something or someone screwing it up. I aint depress. Just lost. A common human not knowing what to do.. yeah I have dreams, wants & needs but is all that going make me. Who Am I? yea Im jassmire. Most niggas might referr to me as that bitch but Im a lady. or am i just a girl. Have i grown up or even matured to make myself a lady, a woman. PSHHHH!! forreal I dont kow me at all. I know who's ever reading this might think im crazy but ya'll have em days where the World just against you. everyone you love is just against you. everything & everyone is out to get you. "If I ruled the world" but its that easy. Pondering of what the outcome of everything might be. This is whathappens when i think too much. but let me stop & get back to this Math studying HA! like Im really going to try anymore. I found this a sucess. Im smiling and all. laughing..PEACE"




SOooooooo I read this over FIVE times. LOL laughin & smiling. because I feel like i shed 20 pds by just saying that.. ANYWHO. im not dumb nor am CRAZY. i really wanted to try this on my blog. & i might spelled som stuff wrong but thats the purpose of a freewrite. :) *dont judge me*



xoxoxoxoxoxoxxo (oh la la la)
Hey.
See everyone has a way to make them happy or hide the way they feel. & for me thats drawing & taking pics. Basically to really express my emotion. I'm not a talker nor a writer ,Im a "show'er <---- not a word but idc" I show my emotion. SO0o0o0 these pics may look like an AVERAGE "Oh jassmire taking more pics" but their not.. ANYWAYS Enjoy. & +++++ I alway put my sis in em. lol
















xoxoxoxoxoxoxo (oh la la la)





Thursday, December 3, 2009

Mrs Premo


So basically I take my bf clothes. & today I was super bored, so I decided to snap a couple of shots of me in his fitted & G-shock!!!!!

basically it began with me just goof 'n round.

then I was getting a lil confident in this fitted. :)

Till real comfy.


Then BAM!!!! JASSMIRE LOOKS LIKE A DUDE!!! ha

OMG i was totally laughin at myself. I really look like a dude (with make up) lol

yeah had to puit the thinking pic in there.
(since ALOT of guys take pics like this)

I really wasnt trying to tell time.
I dont know how to set that joint.
he gave it to me before time went back
so the time is still a hour ahead lol
(monroe in the back)

So I really had to put a pic of me laughin cuz
I was REALLY laughin after every pic I took.
& it just wouldnt be me with out it. :)


Had to take the hoodie off.
Me TRYIN to get sexy. :p

BLAH!
DONE!







Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Motives & Thoughts

Hey.
So I wanted to take you back into '98 .
seriously she's the illest female alive!
MY IDOL.INSPIRATION
Lauryn Hill
"motives & thoughts"
def jam '98
Rotating bodies, confusion of sound
Negative imagery, holding us down
Social delusion, clearly constructed
Human condition, morals corrupted
Trapped in reaction, lawlessness war
Dissatisfaction from bowels to core
Devil’s technology, strategy for
Human mythologies, urban folklore
Sick of psychology, counterfeit cure
Wicked theology, robbing the poor
Scheme demonology mislead the pure
Strictly strategically studying war
Light shown in darkness, image exposed
Few can see through the new emperor’s clothes
Lustful this hustle turn humans to hoes
When the blind lead the blind
Just more trouble and woes
It’s the mind that they chose
Its designed to stay closed
Standard of jokers, court just a logic
Sick looking cosmics, from schoolyards to college
Primitive man with civilize knowledge
System collapse and he still won’t acknowledge
God is the saviour, studies behavior
Trying to fix the mix mind that he gave ya
Stiff-necked scholars on prescription meds
Wishing their problems were all in their heads
Morale dilemma, pride is the root
Misguided from youth, heart divided from truth
Egyptians and Grecians, spiritually dead
Imperially led, by the gods in their heads
Motives and thoughts
Industrial wealth
Global economy, in it for self
Heart full of madness, covered with kind
Pleasure designed to take over your mind
Furnished in godliness, painted in good
This tainted priesthood got real saints misunderstood
While classes in government, set up the veil
And cultivate minds for more mythical tales
Typical Hollywood follies good girl
While vice and corruption take over the world
Motives and thoughts
Check your motives and thoughts
Blind with the wickedness, deep in your heart
Modern day wickedness is all you’ve been taught
Lied to your neighbors, so you get ahead
Modern day trickery is all you’ve been fed
Motives and thoughts
Check your motives and thoughts
xoxoxoxoxoxxo (oh la la la)

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Aaron douglas

Hey.
Aaron Douglass. An African American Artist. (1899 - 1979)
(research him. his work is amazing)



I love this piece.





xoxoxoxxo (oh la la la)



EMPTY

Hey.
Song of the Week. Umm... Yea. I fell asleep listening to his ipod & woke up in the late hours of the night to this song. I really didnt listen to it at the time. But woke up the next morning curious. Listened to it, & fell in love.
This is for you.
"Empty"-Raheem Devaughn
[SPOKEN:]
Close your eyes and imagine life with me
Now imagine life without me
Could you do it?
I couldn't imagine life without you
Without you, I'd be... empty
To lie in the bed alone-empty
Shotgun in the ride-empty
My heart, my heart-empty
[VERSE 1:]
Ooh, you know you're lovesick when ya
Answer the phone and you hope to hear her voice
Ooh, you know you're lovesick when ya
Shut it down & make that girl your only choice
Ooh, lovesick when
When you wake up in the morning (just to fix her breakfast)
And I'll tell you how you know, your heart'll tell you so
When you found something good, you just can't let it go
One might spend a whole lifetime
Tryin' to find, the love that I have here with you
My heart & my... speaks for you
Without you I'd be lovesick and empty (I'd be empty without ya)
Love, so empty (ooh, so empty without ya)
Lovesick & empty (I'd be empty without ya)
So empty (So empty)
[VERSE 1:]
Ooh, you know you found the one
When you get on bended knee and words come out like marry me
Ooh, yes, you know you found the one
When the seconds feel like heaven in the blink of an eternity
Ooh, you know you found the one
When there's no thought of time and she's always on your mind
Ooh, you know you found the one
When you wanna be a better man, and man up like you can
[CHORUS]
Only gonna be alone
Searching the world for whatcha got at home
That would be a tragedy
If you miss out on what's meant to be
[Repeat]
[CHORUS]
[SPOKEN:]
Right after a light rain, have you ever seen a rainbow that touched the sky?
Where it meets next to a pot of gold
That's what your beauty... your beauty reminds me of
Like a full moon, it hangs next to the heavenly clouds from which you came
You're my shining star
I'd be lovesick
(listen to it.) it's nice.
xoxoxoxoxo (oh la la la) MUAH!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

A Change?

Hello.
A side no one seen of me.
You like my new bangs?
A few pics I tried to take with my new hair style.
Trying to get use to it.











This was my first outfit that I was going to go out with.


xoxoxoxo (oh la la la)

Feelings.

"Feelings" -Floetry
(Flo' 0logy)
Verse 1:
I’m emotional,
You’re emotional,Could be why we always argue our…
Conversations short,
We cant open up,
It’s just become,
Much too difficult,
I don’t know what to do,
Don’t know what to prove.
This is more than me,
So much more than you.
Can we make it through?
You and I.
I can’t decide.
B-sec:
I just can’t decide,
If it’s you I want,
Don’t wanna choose between,
Having you in my life,
Or loosing you for real.
Hook:
Because I caught feelings.(Feelings)
Are we falling in love with our fears?
I caught feelings.(Feelings)
‘Cause we’re acting like we’re really here, we’re not really here.
Caught feelings.(Feelings)
I’m not afraid of the pain.
Verse 2:
I’m a stubborn girl,
You’re a stubborn guy,
Could be why,
We fight all the time.
If it’s not your way,
Then it must be mine.
Can’t communicate,
Can’t even compromise.
I don’t know what to do,
I don’t know what to prove.
This is more than me,
So much more than you.
Can we make it through?
You and I,I can’t decide
B-sec:
I just can’t decide,
If it’s you I trust,
Don’t wanna choose between,
Having you in my life,
Or telling you goodbye.
Hook:
Because I caught feelings.(Feelings)
I know how you feel.
I caught feelings.(Feelings)
It’s almost unreal.
Because I caught feelings(Feelings)
You’re short of breath.
It’s like you’ve been wounded.
Bridge:
I must look like an enemy to you.
It’s cool.
We have to die a little bit you know.
We’re so dramatic.
Romantic.
I love experiencing you.
The ups and the downs.
B-sec:
I just can’t pretend,
That you’re just a friend,
We took it further.
Passion still remains.
So here we are again,
Hook:
Because we caught feelings.(Feelings)
I feel you.
Because we caught feelings.(Feelings)
I’m connected to you.
We caught feelings.(Feelings)
So what do you wanna do?
Because we caught feelings(Feelings)
What do you wanna do?
We can help each other.
Outro:
I can’t even believe we’re here
After all we’ve been through.
Song is old but I use to listen to it through a rought ime I went through.
I usually skip the song when it comes on my ipod but today I layed in bed & listen.
Did it make me sad? yea but it showed me alot that I didn't realize.
xoxoxoxoxo (oh la la la)

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Million Dollar Bill

HEY!!!
this is how i felt all week. :)
it's extremely crazy but Im Happy.
"MILLION DOLLAR BILL" -WHITNEY HOUSTON
I can see the way that he's making me feel
This way about his love
I've been looking for something like this
I'm saying ooh oh oh oh ooh oh oh!
If he makes you feel like a million dollar bill
Say oh oh oh, say oh oh oh!
Makes you go left right up down
Gotcha you spinning round and round
Say ooh oh oh oh, say ah hah baby!

It's been a long long time
Since I felt that
Love has found my way oh oh oh
I've been looking (looking)
I've been searching (searching)
For the man to touch this place, oh ooh oh yeah



Can't deny the way that he's making feel
This way about his love
I've been searching for something like this
I'm saying oooh oh oh oh!

If he makes you feel like a million dollar bill
Say oh oh oh, say oh oh oh!
Makes you go left right up down
Gotcha you spinning round and round
Say oooh oh oh oh, say oh oh ooh!

(get her CD)
xoxoxoxoxoxo (oh la la la)

Beautiful NIGHTMARE


Beautiful Nightmare. -beyonce
Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you
When I close my eyes
I'm going' outta my head
Lost in a fairytale
Can you hold my hands and be my guide
Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
You're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this
This could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here
I'll be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you a around all of my thoughts
Boy you my temporary high
I wish that when I wake up you're there
So wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you'll stay by side
Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
You're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this
This could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here
I'll be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Tattoo your name across my heart
So it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this!
This could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true
This could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare.
xoxoxoxo(oh la la la)

What'Cha Say?

HEY!
well Its been a while since I posted pics of me up. SO HERE WE GO!!! (you already know I have a story too these pic.)
so listening to this song inspired me to put these pics up.
"whatcha say REMIX" -Jason Derulo ft. Imogen Heap
Me& my cuz Nay.
(i basically have this facial expression in majority of my blooper pics)
My oh well yeah ....
"I was so wrong for so long
Only tryin' to please myself "
*my nails are UG*
Who cares.



2 cuz's & 2 sis's
I love this pic.
(its so not right but the best)

I would.
HAHAHA
don't judge me.
"Mmmm whatcha say "
PICTURE PERFECT!
basically how i felt right now.
oh yeah I DIDN'T CUT MY HAIR! lol
xoxoxoxoxo (oh la la la)






Tendai Johnson

Hello.
Well this is my second yr in Figure Drawing & I find it really challenging than the first one. Its not hard but its more of finding my style. So far in this class it's been amazing.!!!!! I never talked about a teacher that I had but he's been so inspiring, helpful to me & his ARTWORK is off this world(amazing).


Tendai Johnson.
"The choice of subject and medium in my work reflects the experiences of living in both Zimbabwe and the United States. Born and raised in Zimbabwe during the successful liberation struggle from colonial power influences the subjective content of my work; while the visual language is grounded in western traditions, as a result of my formal training and exposure to western art since my arrival to the US in 1984.
The expression of humanity through life’s challenges and transformations is important to me. Individuals portrayed in my work are developed from visual memory. My concern is on the shared experiential nature of our being rather than representing a portrait of any specific person. Yet, each individual embodies a sense of identity expressed through a confrontational gaze that is often present in my work. This confrontation is intended to compel us to identify with our own humility and acknowledge the uncompromising presence of our shared experiences and histories.
Of equal importance is the conceptual and expressive potential of material that I use to make this visible in my creative investigation. I have been incorporating jute (burlap) for this very reason. It is a material that is widely used for utilitarian purposes in Zimbabwe, as well as in many non-western nations. In my work, jute is metaphorically used to situate the cultural meaning of place juxtaposed with humanity’s changing conditions. I express this metaphor through the following process: an initial under-painting in acrylic, followed by an obsessive application of various sizes and shapes of jute, using its interweaving nature as a “cross-hatch” in response to planar analysis; and a final layer of oil paint on the surface of the jute. Additionally, jute is adhered to the canvas by a polymer binder, which is an invisible plastic element that was developed in the west. In this process, I attempt to express a new hybridity that reflects the increasingly globalized society of today, whereby individuals live on the borders of cultures and between cultures, identities and positionalities. Thereby, I attempt to integrate image, material and color as inseparable and expressive elements of the human condition. "
from
(check out more pics from his site)




xoxoxoxoxxo (oh la la la)

Friday, October 2, 2009

Balmain Fall/Winter 2009

HEY!
well I love this designer. BOMB.COM!
all of my fall and winter clothes are and inspiration by him.
check him out though.


xoxoxoxo (oh la la la)

Fendi Fall 2009

HEY!!!!!!!
Fendi fall 2009
Uhm..My Best & Fav designer since "98 (lol)



Model :Jessica Stam

my fav shoes so far by fendi.
xoxoxoxoxo (oh la la la)


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