A Change?

Hello.

A side no one seen of me.

You like my new bangs?

A few pics I tried to take with my new hair style.

Trying to get use to it.

This was my first outfit that I was going to go out with.


xoxoxoxo (oh la la la)

Feelings.

"Feelings" -Floetry

(Flo' 0logy)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pYIeBHCluhk

Verse 1:

I’m emotional,

You’re emotional,Could be why we always argue our…

Conversations short,

We cant open up,

It’s just become,

Much too difficult,

I don’t know what to do,

Don’t know what to prove.

This is more than me,

So much more than you.

Can we make it through?

You and I.

I can’t decide.

B-sec:

I just can’t decide,

If it’s you I want,

Don’t wanna choose between,

Having you in my life,

Or loosing you for real.

Hook:

Because I caught feelings.(Feelings)

Are we falling in love with our fears?

I caught feelings.(Feelings)

‘Cause we’re acting like we’re really here, we’re not really here.

Caught feelings.(Feelings)

I’m not afraid of the pain.

Verse 2:

I’m a stubborn girl,

You’re a stubborn guy,

Could be why,

We fight all the time.

If it’s not your way,

Then it must be mine.

Can’t communicate,

Can’t even compromise.

I don’t know what to do,

I don’t know what to prove.

This is more than me,

So much more than you.

Can we make it through?

You and I,I can’t decide

B-sec:

I just can’t decide,

If it’s you I trust,

Don’t wanna choose between,

Having you in my life,

Or telling you goodbye.

Hook:

Because I caught feelings.(Feelings)

I know how you feel.

I caught feelings.(Feelings)

It’s almost unreal.

Because I caught feelings(Feelings)

You’re short of breath.

It’s like you’ve been wounded.

Bridge:

I must look like an enemy to you.

It’s cool.

We have to die a little bit you know.

We’re so dramatic.

Romantic.

I love experiencing you.

The ups and the downs.

B-sec:

I just can’t pretend,

That you’re just a friend,

We took it further.

Passion still remains.

So here we are again,

Hook:

Because we caught feelings.(Feelings)

I feel you.

Because we caught feelings.(Feelings)

I’m connected to you.

We caught feelings.(Feelings)

So what do you wanna do?

Because we caught feelings(Feelings)

What do you wanna do?

We can help each other.

Outro:

I can’t even believe we’re here

After all we’ve been through.

Song is old but I use to listen to it through a rought ime I went through.

I usually skip the song when it comes on my ipod but today I layed in bed & listen.

Did it make me sad? yea but it showed me alot that I didn't realize.

xoxoxoxoxo (oh la la la)

Million Dollar Bill

HEY!!!

this is how i felt all week. :)

it's extremely crazy but Im Happy.

"MILLION DOLLAR BILL" -WHITNEY HOUSTON

I can see the way that he's making me feel

This way about his love

I've been looking for something like this

I'm saying ooh oh oh oh ooh oh oh!

If he makes you feel like a million dollar bill

Say oh oh oh, say oh oh oh!

Makes you go left right up down

Gotcha you spinning round and round

Say ooh oh oh oh, say ah hah baby!

It's been a long long time

Since I felt that

Love has found my way oh oh oh

I've been looking (looking)

I've been searching (searching)

For the man to touch this place, oh ooh oh yeah

Can't deny the way that he's making feel

This way about his love

I've been searching for something like this

I'm saying oooh oh oh oh!

If he makes you feel like a million dollar bill

Say oh oh oh, say oh oh oh!

Makes you go left right up down

Gotcha you spinning round and round

Say oooh oh oh oh, say oh oh ooh!

(get her CD)

xoxoxoxoxoxo (oh la la la)

Beautiful NIGHTMARE

Beautiful Nightmare. -beyonce

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tcjgWmKC6MM

Every night I rush to my bed

With hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you

When I close my eyes

I'm going' outta my head

Lost in a fairytale

Can you hold my hands and be my guide

Clouds filled with stars cover your skies

And I hope it rains

You're the perfect lullaby

What kinda dream is this

This could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare

Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare

Somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true

My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where

Baby long as you're here

I'll be floating on air cause you're my

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare

Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

I mention you when I say my prayers

I wrap you a around all of my thoughts

Boy you my temporary high

I wish that when I wake up you're there

So wrap your arms around me for real

And tell me you'll stay by side

Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
You're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this

This could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here
I'll be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

Tattoo your name across my heart

So it will remain

Not even death can make us part

What kind of dream is this!

This could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare

Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare

Somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true

This could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare.

xoxoxoxo(oh la la la)

What'Cha Say?

HEY!

well Its been a while since I posted pics of me up. SO HERE WE GO!!! (you already know I have a story too these pic.)

so listening to this song inspired me to put these pics up.

"whatcha say REMIX" -Jason Derulo ft. Imogen Heap

Me& my cuz Nay.

(i basically have this facial expression in majority of my blooper pics)

My oh well yeah ....
"I was so wrong for so long

Only tryin' to please myself "

*my nails are UG*
Who cares.



2 cuz's & 2 sis's
I love this pic.
(its so not right but the best)

I would.

HAHAHA

don't judge me.

"Mmmm whatcha say "

PICTURE PERFECT!

basically how i felt right now.

oh yeah I DIDN'T CUT MY HAIR! lol

xoxoxoxoxo (oh la la la)

Tendai Johnson

Hello.

Well this is my second yr in Figure Drawing & I find it really challenging than the first one. Its not hard but its more of finding my style. So far in this class it's been amazing.!!!!! I never talked about a teacher that I had but he's been so inspiring, helpful to me & his ARTWORK is off this world(amazing).

Tendai Johnson.

"The choice of subject and medium in my work reflects the experiences of living in both Zimbabwe and the United States. Born and raised in Zimbabwe during the successful liberation struggle from colonial power influences the subjective content of my work; while the visual language is grounded in western traditions, as a result of my formal training and exposure to western art since my arrival to the US in 1984.
The expression of humanity through life’s challenges and transformations is important to me. Individuals portrayed in my work are developed from visual memory. My concern is on the shared experiential nature of our being rather than representing a portrait of any specific person. Yet, each individual embodies a sense of identity expressed through a confrontational gaze that is often present in my work. This confrontation is intended to compel us to identify with our own humility and acknowledge the uncompromising presence of our shared experiences and histories.
Of equal importance is the conceptual and expressive potential of material that I use to make this visible in my creative investigation. I have been incorporating jute (burlap) for this very reason. It is a material that is widely used for utilitarian purposes in Zimbabwe, as well as in many non-western nations. In my work, jute is metaphorically used to situate the cultural meaning of place juxtaposed with humanity’s changing conditions. I express this metaphor through the following process: an initial under-painting in acrylic, followed by an obsessive application of various sizes and shapes of jute, using its interweaving nature as a “cross-hatch” in response to planar analysis; and a final layer of oil paint on the surface of the jute. Additionally, jute is adhered to the canvas by a polymer binder, which is an invisible plastic element that was developed in the west. In this process, I attempt to express a new hybridity that reflects the increasingly globalized society of today, whereby individuals live on the borders of cultures and between cultures, identities and positionalities. Thereby, I attempt to integrate image, material and color as inseparable and expressive elements of the human condition. "

from

http://www.tendaijohnson.com/

(check out more pics from his site)

xoxoxoxoxxo (oh la la la)

Balmain Fall/Winter 2009

HEY!

well I love this designer. BOMB.COM!

all of my fall and winter clothes are and inspiration by him.

check him out though.

www.balmain.com

xoxoxoxo (oh la la la)

Fendi Fall 2009

HEY!!!!!!!

Fendi fall 2009
Uhm..My Best & Fav designer since "98 (lol)

Model :Jessica Stam

my fav shoes so far by fendi.

xoxoxoxoxo (oh la la la)

I am so DOPE.

hey, Song of the week.

"I Know"

by :Jayz ft. Pharrell

And I Know And I Know

And I Know And I Know

And I Know And I Know

And I Know And I Know

I know what you like

Everything you love

I know what you like

Everything you love

And I Know And I Know

And I Know And I Know

And I Know And I Know

And I Know And I Know

I know what you like ....HOV

Baby you love ....HOV

Baby you love ....HOV

Baby you like ....HOV

Uh-

She wants that old thing back

Uh- uh- uh-

She want those Heroin tracks

She likes me

She fiends for me nightly

She leans for me

Morning she rush for my touch

This is about LUST

Cold sweats occur when I'm not with her

My presence is a must- must- must-

Bonita Applebum, i gotta put you on

If i didn't when we cuttin' the feeling would be too strong

In any form, I'm giving you sweet dreams

That Sugar Hill, she call me her sweet thing

That Black Rain that take away your pain

Just for one night, baby, take me in vein

Now that feelin' got you trippin'

You no wanna feel no differently

Said lust has got you itchin'

Nose wide open and its' drippin' -eh -eh -eh -eh

I know what you like, i am your prescription

I'm your physician, I'm your addiction

And I Know And I Know

And I Know And I Know

And I Know And I Know

And I Know And I Know

I know what you like

Everything you love

I know what you like

Everything you love

And I Know And I Know

And I Know And I Know

And I Know And I Know

And I Know And I Know

I know what you like ....HOV

Baby you love ....HOV

Baby you love ....HOV

Baby you like ....HOV

I am so DOPE

Like Louboutin's with the red bottoms

You gotta have 'em, you glad you got 'em

Like every color Giuseppe's, your guilty pleasure is me

Its so much fun, you shun therapy

Although it never be, the feeling is fleeting

Shopping's like coppin', you constantly need it

I'm never around, you constantly seek it

You'll never be down, i know where your peak is

9 1/2 weeks is better than 12-steps

I keep tryin' to remind you to keep tellin' yourself

Now your conscience is interfering, like "Better yourself!"

Like you better get help

But when that medicine's felt?

We're back together

Don't ever leave me

Don't ever let 'em tell you that you'll never need me

My China White, 'til we D.O.A.

Its Montego forever, baby, lets get away....

And I Know And I Know

And I Know And I Know

And I Know And I Know

And I Know And I Know

I know what you like

Everything you love

I know what you like

Everything you love

And I Know And I Know

And I Know And I Know

And I Know And I Know

And I Know And I Know

I know what you like ....HOV

Baby you love ....HOV

Baby you love ....HOV

Baby you like ....HOV

How could you leave me?

I thought that you needed me!

When the world got too much and you pleaded with me--

Who helped you immediately?

How speedy of me!

How could you deny me so vehemently?

Now your body is shakin' trying to free it of me

And your soul is in control, trying to lead it from me

And your heart no longer pledge allegiance to me

Damn, I'm missing the days when you needed the D

And I Know And I Know
And I Know And I Know
And I Know And I Know
And I Know And I Know
I know what you like
Everything you love
I know what you like
Everything you love
And I Know And I Know
And I Know And I Know
And I Know And I Know
And I Know And I Know
I know what you like ....HOV
Baby you love ....HOV
Baby you love ....HOV
Baby you like ....HOV

xoxoxoxo (oh la la la)